do I really have to pay to find remote jobs?

im 24, knocked my girlfriend up right after high school, so I couldn't get into uni cuz I had to work and provide cuz i had no support and hence I've been doing interior design under a mentor ever since then. I have no real experience looking for jobs since I just got my mentorship through a relative.

I've been browsing the Internet for job seeking platforms/websites, and all the ones I found exclusively require a subscription or one time payment to be able to do what you want.

Is there no way I could find jobs without paying for a subscription? I thought about Pinterest but I have no good resume, im just lost...

I appreciate any and all help, thank you in advance