26m Openly goon in my house around everyone

Would love to hear your opinion with my GOON filled life TRUST ME THIS IS WORTH A READ🚨,

let me catch you up I got into gooning heavy like would do it for hours on end, but was doing so much that my hijab.i. m_a caught me jerking multiple times, she eventually stopped saying anything because I woudnt stop, but later on after 2/3 years of this she convinced me to get married prob cause she thought would stop my gooning , but after marriage haven’t stopped gooning

now I’ll openly goon in front of girl and her should I feel ashamed? Would love to discuss Dc: jobud43