kinda just wanna travel and disappear. love seems complicated nowadays.

had my fair share of heartbreaks but my last one definitely took the cake. idk. i’ve been told i’m pretty, smart and confident. for context, i’m a girl in my early 20’s. corporate slave girly and it’s my first time being single in years.

i’m thankful for the compliments but those don’t really mean anything to me because i want someone to understand me on a deeper level. i want meaningless yet intelligent conversations as well with someone.

but every time i risk it all for “love”, in the end, i feel like i end up losing and idk why but i still carry that hope that i’ll find “my person” but i have days where i start to lose hope and i’m fine with that too but it does feel different when you actually have someone listen to you, be there for you, be your best friend and more.

irdk anymore. i’ve just been booking trips here and there and well, yeah. that’s pretty much what i’ve been doing. besides training in my sports, hitting the gym, going cafe hunting, traveling just seems to help me a little more.

but… wouldn’t it just be amazing to share this life with someone who loves you for you? could just be me but yeah… i hope you all have a lovely night/morning!