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I feel really low these days.

Today my friend called me to play badminton at 4 PM. Even though I had study plans, I still went because I thought it would help me feel better for a while. We played a match with some other guys, and yeah, I didn't play that well. Some shots were bad, and my friend kept blaming me the whole game. I ignored it because he's my friend.But after we lost, when someone asked for another match, he said, "Bhai, koi teammate nhi hai khel ne ka liya, chutiya teammate hai."

That honestly hurt me a lot.

I know I didn't play well, but we were just playing for fun. Lately, every small thing affects me deeply, and I keep overthinking everything people say to me. His words have been stuck in my mind since then.

At the same time, JEE preparation, dummy school, and coaching are already mentally exhausting. I feel pressured all the time, and sometimes it feels like I'm not good enough at anything anymore.

I don't really have anyone to open up to, so I just keep everything inside. These days I honestly feel completely lost.

Pata hai aaj kya hua