M4F looking for friendship like this to have open and genuine talk or sexting

i I'm 29m from mumbai. Like everyone, I love sex. But I might like it more than most people. I'm not talking just about having sex but I keep thinking about it. I love to talk about it passionately, openly. What's missing is that I don't have to share this things with anyone, even if just a friend where we can talk about normal stuff, funny stuff, problems and share our desires, fantasy and kinks without being afraid of getting judged. To have free bond like that is very rare. I had a friend like that, but after she got in relationship we stopped talking for obvious reasons. But I'm dying to find a bond like that again, does anyone ever feels like this or I'm the only weird one here?

And I love to eat ass.