54 [M4F] - Had something, lost it, now I want it back

I been on here off and on. Not much luck. Then I hit the jackpot and had a great OA for months. We talked all the time, chat and voice. I was happy. It was great. Until it wasn’t. It ended suddenly and I’m still not sure I know why. It took me a while to get over it. I didn’t realize how much I enjoyed it until it wasn’t there. It still stings. But I’m back and looking to find that again. I’m 54, married, no kids, EST. Can chat most anytime. You? Any female that’s not an ad and wants to chat. Hopefully with a little luck we’ll find each other. If not good luck.