another day another shit poem to distract me from

The reality

When drugs take over me

And I become a girl i thought was gone

She smiles and she says

I was here all alonngggg

I walk out in the street

Passing all the memories

And I see one of you and I

You look as shitty as you ever could

But now I know why

Because

These drugs

They hold you tight

They’d never let you go

No matter how big the fight

You can cry and scream and wish they’d disappear

But unlike most people you know

The drugs will always be there

Forgive me

For what I have to do

But if it’s selfish to commit

Then I need something to hold me through

I wish I could pretend

To want a better end

But instead I’ll let the drugs take my life