Log - 5/12/2026

I am on vacation :)

Normally on my vacations I tend to binge like a mofo, but this time I am controlling myself. I am so happy about it. Normally, I would eat and eat and feel horrible, tired, and bloated the whole day. But this time I am managing myself.

Yesterday I went out to eat and had an appetizer and a main course with my wife. She couldn’t finish her food, so instead of me eating her whole plate I decided not to eat it. Later at night after a few drinks we had dinner, and we order two appetizers and then (because I was drunk) I decided to order a whole plate of nachos… now, the decision was purely out of binge eating thinking, I wasn’t hungry at all. But guess what? I didn’t eat the nachos! I ate just 1/4 of the plate and decided to stop because I was full already. Before I would’ve force myself to eat it but I didn’t.

Life so much better with these decisions, like really. I have energy and feel so good with myself.