Career loss of about 65k now 28m

So I have a bit if a unique story as Im definitely a compulsive gambler as Ill chase but never to ruins. Been gambling since 16 im 28 had about 85k in losses so to last year went up 25k last year then lost 5k a few weeks ago. And felt so good last year been losing about 10k a year besides that on average. I make good money about 100-150k a year. I just think I could of owned another rental with that money and it stings to the core everytime. Unsure how to feel about this pattern, I just know I dont like it.