rant abt friends

so i had these rlly gd friends in Pri sch but then we got separated like recently.

so they started to not like me all of a sudden because i was mutual with their ex best friend who hurt her. i mean i get that you feel sad of what she did but she’s also my friend and we’re just mutual.. she’s not naturally mean u prob js piss her off or sm

so then both started to ghost me and 1 said that she could not talk to me cz she has so much work to do and had no time to talk to me, as she had to talk to her suicidal friends or sm that were more important than me

was kinda sad after that and then they kinda said idw tell you why we’re mad at u, just move o…. wow just leaving a friend for 1 year like that??

then so i was rlly sad angry and overwhelmed so i ranted to a few friends in a angry tone, which might sound like badmouthing.. some random guy told them probably and she started to guilttrip me about how i shld stop “badmouthing” her and im in the wrong

im just so idk sad.