My life is over

I don’t know what’s going on but Idk where you’re at!!?!?! I miss you so much! Where are you!?! Please I can’t do anything positive anymore and confidence levels is blank. So much stress, anger, frustration, confusion, etc is happening all at once inside body. I feel empty and destroyed! My life is in ruins and there’s no one else that can repair it. 💔😞 I am so broken I don’t even wanna go to the car dealership, I don’t wanna do anything without her.