I don’t want to work

Man I loved college. Not because I loved studying. But because I am a lazy guy. So I would skip most of the morning classes and sleep in that time. I would study just before exams and thanks to my intelligence, I would pass with good scores. I didn’t have to report to anyone or wish everyone I see in the campus. If I didn’t submit an assignment on time, the worst thing that could happen was that I would get a 0 score in that assignment. If I was bored, I could watch my phone all day in my room or go to my friends rooms for chit chat or for playing video games. I only struggled in completing my final year project. That’s all. I loved that life.

But now I got a job.
I have to smile at every fricking person from my team even though I haven’t talked to him/her since I joined the company. I have to complete tasks on my own without any help from anyone. I have to wake up and reach office on time and there is no concept of bunking a day. I have to beg my manager for one day of leave or one day of WFH. And if I don’t complete a task on time or if I don’t complete my monthly goals on time, it’s time to hear a mouthful from my manager. Procrastination and Laziness are no longer my friends. I need to make those bas***ds called “Discipline” and “Dedication” my friends. Even If the work is boring I need to go everyday. I do start working when the deadline is near. That’s when my brain runs fast. But that’s how the brain of every lazy person works I guess.

I wish I get the Hanta Virus that’s in news right now and die soon. Because I can’t live another 40+ years working. I just want to sleep all day and keep watching my phone. I am lazy as hell. Yes.
I can’t go back to work.
It’s extremely boring, I don’t know what the fuck I am supposed to do, I hate being stuck, I hate asking anyone for help, I don’t think I am learning anything, my mentor is a silent asshole who doesn’t reply properly.

I know this isn’t too tragic or depressing for this Reddit group. But I just wanted to say this out loud somewhere. I HATE WORKING. I wish a nuclear bomb dropped on my office.