I have no one

I have no one to talk to. My boyfriend is a social butterfly and spends time with his big circle of friends(they don't like me and I don't belong there). We BARELY even text daily, so my phone stays silent for hours.

I have one "best friend" but she became distant (has her own bf) and we rarely are on the same page with things.

I'm writing this sort of as a rant/vent to maybe get heard. I know it's embarassing as hell, but I tell AI all my problems because no one cares or understands.

On top of that, I just graduated out of highschool and I can't find a job, so the casual daily human interaction has been reduced from minimum to zero. I have some small hobbies but it's not enough to distract me in the long term.

I HATE meeting new people(the awkwardness) and my speech impediment doesn't help.

How can I cope with this? Anyone else in a similar situation?