Can’t come to terms

I truly can’t come to terms with how my baby passed. I felt him moving so so much that morning and my Dr said she truly believes I felt him up until his accident.

I can’t believe we were 4 days out from our induction and he just passes from a true knot. And the worst part, is that I keep getting told it’s “incredibly rare”. So then why did it happen to ME? Why did it happen to MY BABY?

He was so healthy, so perfect. I did everything right. And just like that, he’s gone. It’s unfair. It’s cruel. He should be here💔