Cooked or cooking.

I’ve successfully lost ₹1.5 lakh this month ☺️. For context, this was my savings from the last 2 years. Any suggestions on how to get through this guilt trip? Cherry on top: one of my colleagues borrowed ₹62k from me using his mother’s illness as an excuse, then blocked me and shifted to his hometown in Bhiwani, Haryana. Looks like this year is really rough.