Need help [ I am so depressed idk i need help ]

Please gyes I really need some guidance mazak mat undana

Mujhe sirf cuet se decent clg hi chahiye mere subject hai english gat our one domain chemistry

Maine abhi tak hardly kuch padha hai and mai roz sochta hu padhunga but I always end up wasting my day

I had a gf woh bhot supportive hai lekin ladai ho jati hai ya kuch kabhi kabhi mai hi usko bol deta hu Fir kuch na kuch hota rahta hai and mujhe bhot chid hone lagi hai har chizz se

Agar genuinely mai aaj se padhna shuru kru

English gat our chemistry toh kya mera admission ho jayega

Maine gat ka kuch nhi padha na mujhe idea hai and chemistry ka Idk mujhe sirf organic ka part aata tha woh bhi bhot kam cbse 12th me mai bass 23 marks ka karke aaya tha toh samaj jao mera haal

Idk mai kya kr raha hu apne life ke sath I am depressed please help me to get out from this situation

At this point I want to change my self

Mujhe itna bataoge ki abhi se padhu kuch ho payega

English me mere mocks me 130-140 aate hai maine bich me 10 mocks diye the ig

Usme bhi mera attention bhot weak tha har baar mai Tika maar deta tha ki jaldi khtam ho jaye our recheck nhi kra idk mai kyu krta hu aaisa mera attention span sab fucked up

Agar yaha koi guide krde mai yrr zindagi bhar nhi bhulunga aapko please