Biggest secret I’ve ever kept is the worst thing I’ve ever done.

So, this is the only place I feel I can unload this, without much actual repercussion, so thank you all who take the time to read and reply.

Several years back, I had an affair with my step dad. It’s obviously shaped my sexuality and it’s become a huge part of my sexual identity today. I will say as fucked up as I know it is , besides the guilt and shame I feel for betraying my mom…I don’t have much regret for having done it. Again, I know this is fucked up and I feel bad even saying it but , I had fun, it was hot , I loved the secrecy behind it all.

Incase you’re wondering I have been to therapy. Lol. Anyway…that’s my confession. If this is up and you’ve gone through something similar and need someone to talk to or perhaps you just have questions , I’m a dm away.