song my friends have sidequested me with finding

except it literally just doesn't somehow exist??? they have a recording (audio not video) that's of mid quality and i can decipher SOME lyrics from it

"??? when i lose control .... time to ??? tight jaw, smile stapled in place, i curse every word, just to vanish in space ???? can't copy as claimed(?) by the time it hits my mouth you ???t the venom ??? the same ???????? my trust, blow my tune, let the ???"

it's rock-ish ig, the beat drops on "when i lose control" a bit, same on the last line of "??? my trust"