14 male. Testicular problems.

Before I start I don't drink alcohol or smoke. October 18th 2025.

(I don't think this is the actual date, I don't remember but it's around here.)

I was kicked in the balls. I don't know how hard it was. Maybe I can eventually calculate the Jules of force or something. I don't think that's possible because I don't remember shit and I have no recording ofc.

Anyways the force of the impact was Allot but my penis took most of the force, my right testicle took like 50% of the impact or something. Over the next few hours the pain dissipated. Until idk 2 weeks to a month later, this is where the fuckshow really started.

Now a month or 3 after the pain began. The satisfaction I got from masturbating died down quite a bit, and I took longer to finish with less semen, I noticed my semen was allot less white and more watery. I think 3 months after because that's how long ago your current semen is made.

Anyways my right testicle swelled up A LOT over the months after the kick. Then it started to go back to normal. About 3-4 weeks after the urologist I met in the hospital told me it wasn't tortion just healing and stress complications.

Then slowly months passed and masturbating started to improve although I don't know if it ever fully recovered.

Then a few months later in like February 2026 I was punched in the same fucking testicle. It wasn't blunt force it was a mix of compression and blunt tramas. Although it was far less damaging than the kick. After a few weeks it hurt another fucking time but the swelling and stuff wasn't as bad.

And masturbating is fucked. IDK if it's my death grip habits or whatever my penis feels sore as fuck when I'm erect and I touch it, it's fucking horrible. And then idk if my right testicle even fucking works properly anymore.

It doesn't matter really anymore though. I'm confused by grief and paranoia. Anytime I look for answers it's TORTION THIS TORTION THAT EPIDIDYMITIS THIS ITS A FUCKING PISSTANK.

I don't know what is happening and the ripple effects from the physical and mental trauma is bad. I have PTSD now I try to shield my balls near people and I keep thinking someone is going to kick or hit my balls.

Anyways I doubt I'll ever get to use my testicles for their intended purpose. Especially in this day and age so it doesn't matter really.

But I just want an explanation. I'm in grief paranoia and confusion and the same time. Help me.