It's kinda attractive when he checks it first

I love it when men are generous and a little anxious when entering, instead of mindlessly thrusting in. Yes, even if it's rough, and I have no problem with that.

Especially if he's built like a big guy from the bastion. This guy is tall, much bigger than me. His size is almost always a bit too much for me, but it's better than when I started.

I met this guy about three months ago. Firstly, it doesn't help that he's a canonical event. Visually, he's my wet dream.

He's also really into me, tucking pillows under my hip, and when he enters, he gently kisses and sucks on my lips, neck, breasts, and all over my body, losing consciousness as I adjust to him, and asks something like, "Okay, baby?" In that shattered voice, after a few seconds, he tilts and adjusts my hips to help, and even when he's fully in, he waits for me to nod, and then he just CRUSHES me, just like we wanted, until I feel the stretch for the next five days, LMAO.

But the moment he steps in, there's ALWAYS that slight anxiety.

I'm going crazy with everyone asking and checking, a little hesitantly, while my veins are actively stiffening.

He also massages my hips to help with the contractions. I'm gone.