High-Functioning Stoner: Getting over the last cart

I’m 28, have been using weed in some form since 2018.

I started with flower and then shifted to carts which was probably one of the worst decisions I’ve made. I don’t even know how much I’ve spent on weed since but I find it’s really starting to impact my motivation to build something bigger than my 9-5.

My daily ritual is to take a fat rip of the pen after work and I’m basically high for the rest of the day. When I’m asleep at night and wake up, I take a fat rip to get cooked so I can doze back off. this happens a few times a night.

its gotten to the point I’m waking up at 8:30 and still feeling a little groggy, not really performing the best I can in meetings. I can tell I’m thinking slower.

but every time I try to quit i make an order for another cart. I’m just venting at this point because logically I know what needs to be done but just wanted to see if anyone else is in the same boat.