7 months post DDay.. now I’m pregnant

My WH and I have been married for 7 years, and we’d been trying to have a baby for the last 4. We went through multiple miscarriages (including one while he was seeing AP) and a lot of unsuccessful fertility treatments.

After DDay, I stopped all fertility treatments completely. We were only recently getting to a place where we thought we might be ready to try again.

And then… BAM. Missed my period, took a test, and it was positive.

I’m only 7 weeks, so I know anything can still happen. While we’re both excited, I’m also terrified to bring a baby into our mess right now. Reconciliation has been going well, but even after 7 months it still feels so fresh sometimes.

Did anyone else get pregnant during the hysterical bonding phase or early reconciliation? How did/do you feel about it?