I'm FILTHY AND DISGUSTING

lazy rambling but sighhhs....Wish I could find comfort in good things but right now? Just want an older person to care, even though it's fake, gonna pretend it's true attention.

Wtf why do I feel this way? It's all my fault if I got groomed when I was between my 12-15yo, I'm creepier than those creeps I SWEAR TO GOD AHHH