Feeling Unnatural ✨️✍️🏿 [SFW]

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Hello Beautiful.

Today, I feel... overwhelmed. And unnatural. I don't feel at ease. I appreciate your kind words and listening. Work and my personal life are drowning me, slowly. I want to just float and find my bed to move on to tomorrow already...

Why am I so unmotivated?

Why do I tolerate disappointing myself?

Why am I letting people on my caseload down?

Why aren't my audios performing better?

Why am I so lonely?

Why am I so behind?

Why dolid let another day slip by without taking care of my needs?

Some thoughts that have been bouncing around my mind since waking up. I don't have to believe they are real, but they still make me feel a certain way. But I don't have to have them "make me" because I can create my reality, even when experiencing this mind space.

Cristóbal 💖✨️

P.S. Thank you for all your support. I'm always grateful, however today especially 🙏🏿

Posted May 13, 2026, 6:27 PM UTC

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