2 surprises, life and death

After a painful IVF journey, an euploid finally decided to stick and my first beta came back as 447mUi/ML.

I was in total disbelief and joy when I found out yesterday, only to find out that evening that one of my best friends had killed herself.

I’m trying to not have the stress and grief affect my pregnancy. I miss my friend dearly and I hope I don’t have to grieve this embryo too.