Finding a hotwife made me a better person

We have recently got married after dating for 5 years. I (49m) have been in a so many relationships but they couldn’t get past the 2 - 5 year mark…until I met my wife. We have an age gap and from the first time we met she had no shame about what she wants and needs sexually.

In the past the relationship part is amazing but my low sex drive, small penis and phycological ED would put a huge drain on things.

But when I met my wife within a few months of meeting her she laid down the rules; take them or break up. She wanted better sex but with some one or a few consistent men. She would choose and jealousy was not allowed. She wanted to be in a “kitchen table” kind of cuckold relationship.

At first this was a shock to me. I have a low self esteem and I’ve been called a cuck “as a joke” in the past so I know of the lifestyle. I just never thought it would present it self to me.

What I have found out about myself is that being a cuck has made me the best me. It’s created a sex drive I didn’t have before. The pressure to perform sexually was no longer an anxiety I carried. I have a confidence that I have never had before. I know where I fit in.

Work has been amazing and I don’t feel guilty putting in extra hours. It’s an easy phone call to my wife knowing her BF is always up to come over for dinner and keep her company.

Has anyone else found that being a cuckold was the key to their ideal life? Allowed for an honest ltr? Gave you the confidence knowing where you fit in?