I'm lost and need guidance.

I really need help. I'm not sure what to do.

I'm in my early 20s and completely dependent financially on someone else.

I've tried multiple types of online sex work (Niteflirt, camming, findom) since I was 18, but because I live with someone it's difficult to get off the ground.

I can't get a regular job right now. no temp agency or 9-5, because my living situation is not stable and for other reasons. A vanilla job is not an option.

My main goal is to get into escorting and charge at least 500 an hour. But I have zero dollars. NO money in my account.

I am considering blade walking or casino work. But I am very autistic and green. I am also plus size, and not conventionally attractive.

And I've found multiple mentor options but I don't have money for an uber or a synthetic wig, let alone a mentor. I can't even buy my own food.
I can't afford a hotel room to post an ad either.

I heard from a blade walker/freestyler/casino girl that it doesn't matter what you look like as long as you know what to say. But I have no idea how to talk to them at all. I need a mentor or some kind of help.

I've been researching findom again as a way to make money from home, to save up for escort mentorship. But it's not quick money. I need money now.

I've even considered contacting a pimp to pick me up, pay for my transportation and hair and nails, and teach me how to talk to clients. Then I'd work to pay him back then leave him. But I know that may be naive.

Please help. I've wasted years. I have dreams I want to do in life.
I've been trying to do sex work for years but I'm closely watched and have zero dollars.