spare me the “what about your family” crap I’m not going to live a shitty life for the sake of my family

I went to therepy with no fucking use

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the selfesteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license. No matter how old you are or how much therapy you take, it doesn’t matter (I tried). If you’re an adult who doesn’t have a license and independence, you will look and feel pathetic because even teenagers drive. I’ve heard so many people say, 'Get a girlfriend who drives' how is that independence? A fucking grown ass man who depends on his partner for transportation is not independent.

Part of being a man is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Yes, no matter why you don’t have it if you don’t have a license, your selfesteem will be low because that’s normal. Anyways enough about this. Does anybody have any personal stories about benzos?