8 days clean - took solo trip to Hawaii to reset

I did it. I fucking did it. I can’t even believe it. Yes I used suboxone but I don’t even fucking care I dont! I’m here in Hawaii as a solo traveler and it feels so good to not plan my whole day on where the closest smoke shops are and budgeting what little money I have leftover due to spending it on all this shit. Also I’m just hippy-ing it out here, I rented a jeep wrangler and that’s it! As a female sometimes I get sketched out being by myself but I’m also very passionate and can put up a good fight. Anyways the last few days I’ve been hiking, swimming, soaking in vitamin d. When I get home I have so many problems to deal with due to results of this addiction. But that’s ok. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking since I’ve been out here and preparing myself for when I get back home. I’m ready to put a horrible break-up behind me, I’m ready to confront the pain, and I’m ready to move on with my life from this shit. I’m an avid hiker and I haven’t done one hike in over a year due to this shit so it has felt so good to hike again. I did have to buy a vape so I went to a vape store in Oahu and this store had a HUGE wall of all pseudo. I was tempted but honestly I don’t even like pseudo and it’s just not worth it. One time is never enough. Ever. Anyways I just wanted to share my 8 days clean because it has been so hard for me to stop. I hope everyone is having a blessed day!