Need help finding a fic (DC)

So, as the title says, I need help finding a fic.

It was Dick Grayson centric, but I'm not sure if they used the tag.

It had it all: Batfamily (idk if Duke appeared) helping Dick, Bruce Wayne bashing, mentions of Catalina Flores, pain, angst...

And, of course. I lost it.

Main parts: Related to the whole "Lex Luthor killed Dick Grayson, then helped bring him back to life and Bruce Wayne forced his son fake his death and beat him" ordeal.

I need to find it. I'm checking bookmarks, history, tags, nothing.