I never gave another woman a massage...im sure it fumbles attempts as a kid. But real rubs...just you. You were my first for many things. God id hoped to be his friend and like...give pointers without it making it seem like i was giving pointers...no

One else will get that from me...all the things i gave you...all of me.. all my love....maybe it means nothing to you.. but you were the last. I wanted that. These mortals just cant come close to persephones current host... gosh i love you.. I hope one day you remembered the way I did. It never stopped. Every time it rained...I looked at the moon... cant go to live music id just cry without the love of my lifetimes there. I hope one day you remember who i really was. This man that climbed out of hell, just to find you. I will see you again....I know I will....I just hope its on earth. He can talk to me. Can do ask or say whatever he wants. Would let him beat my ass if he wanted. Just dont know if or think hes that kinda guy. If so by all means. Maybe we could all talk..... idk...I'm writing so I dont have to drive and be crying....dont want Lilly bee to see... ok...all of my love katybee....im sorry. If it was her maybe I can fix it. She is crazy