Need help with addiction appointment

Like an idiot, I tried 7oh thinking it's an all natural product of kratom. I have Crohn's and it did help my symptoms but I unfortunately have become addicted and I want it out of my life. I am unemployed right now and I'm broke and in withdrawal and I don't want to spend any tiny bit of money I get from family on it just getting out of withdrawal. I want to make a quickmd appointment and get helper meds and be off of it for good. The appointment is 100 and meds should be about $50 with good rx. If anyone can help out, I'd appreciate it. I've previously been sober and didn't understand the harm in this substance and I want my sobriety back. Making a GoFundMe now. I'll put it in the comments