I feel so selfish to want someone, anyone.

I (26F) feel like my life is good but I am still lonely. I have a stable career and make good money. Hell, I am in the process of buying house by myself in this economy, but I have no one to share my life with.

I have a loving family, many friends, wonderful dogs. Every weeken, I am outside, practically. I have lots of hobbies such as, pickleball, painting, reading / book club meet ups etc. but I just want a companion. Someone I could spoil with love and gifts. I want to hear their worst days and happiest moments. Someone to hold.

I never been in a relationship and people keep telling me it will happen soon but I don't think so. I live in a smaller Midwestern town where people get tend to get married quickly. I feel selfish to feel like this when I basically have it all except a partner. I never told anyone this because it makes me feel pathetic to say it outloud.