Is it weird to be utterly obsessed with a character a just started yumeshipping with?

I only really just joined the Hazbin Hotel fandom but I’ve been OBSESSED with Alastor. I made a post on yumeshippersunite about him but I tried to tone it down to not seem weird. I have been thinking about him ALL day. I filled 3 pages in my sketch book with doodles of him. I dunno if this makes any sense…I yumeship with some other characters I really like but I haven’t felt like this about ANY of them...I’m sorry if this is the wrong sub I just felt this would fit here