26 [NB4F] need to feel wanted for a change of pace.

26 NB AMAB, i've been the pleasure dom in every single relationship i've had and i really just want to have a single night where someone WANTS me. i've been the one to initiate everything, i've been the one to take care of and make sure everything was good for them but i've never had that same level of effort or energy reciprocated AT ALL and i would just really like for that to change at least for one night.

i'm a nerdy but average built NB masc presenting person, i am 420 friendly, i love scifi and fantasy and i'm even making my own game. ideally i'm looking for something for SUNDAY but monday night can also work for me. i can host, i can meet up first before we do anything, and i have condoms. if you DM me can you send me your favorite color please? just so i know you read all the way through to the end?