Solution Inbound

I have not come to this decision easily, but in order for me to maintain a modicum of sanity I must walk away from this hunt. I've removed myself previously and was content to watch it play out from the bleachers. For reasons I don't wish to discuss, I felt compelled to resume participation. Eventually, I allowed myself to believe that solving this thing might allow me to unfuck my reality, and to see my dogs again. It is time for me to accept that some bells cant be unrung. Releasing this solution is my way of forcing myself out- much like an addict, flushing their stash. I have no interest in continuing to think about it, but I find it quite difficult to stop. Please do not interpret this as an invitation to criticize me (feel free to disect any of my solution), or as a solicitation for sympathy. I am not looking for advice. I am not going to debate or defend the validity of this solution. I do not know whether what I divulge is correct; if it is, it is at best, incomplete. That said, I will explain each stanza, including the checkpoint, finally zeroing in on a precise location.
I will post the solutions to each stanza in separate posts, in the event that anyone would like to comment; those comments will be nested with the appropriate section. This will create some time between postings (while i try to succintly articulate my next series of thoughts). I will try to be as thorough as possible, Some of what I say may seem trivial, but I will include it for the benefit of those who may find it beneficial.