My life is going nowhere. I'm losing the will to live

My whole life I feel like I've always been an outcast. Like someone who should've never existed. I've always been nice to others and never did anything wrong. Yet I've always felt invisible and ignored when I try to reach out to others. Here's a breakdown of my miserable life:

• I'm 29 years old and still living with my parents due to the current economy.
• I completely have no social life and only ever have this one friend I've maintained contact with since middle school.
• I've never had a gf. No one has ever shown any interest in me.
• I'm a major introvert and never outgoing except going to the store to shop then head back home.
• I don't work and my only source of income is through an online store from my hobby in toy collecting and doing buying/selling.
• My hobbies and interests doesn't bring me joy anymore. Having to spend it all alone and not sharing it with a significant other.

I've tried all the dating apps and never get a match. I don't think I'll ever feel true happiness nor what it's like to ever be loved.

I've been genuinely considering suicide recently. I don't know what I'm supposed to do from here. I feel so empty all the time and barely feel like living. Just passing through the days just to see what happens next. I'm nearing 30 this year and I don't want to the next decade alone anymore. My only hope is finding a potential partner to give me the motivation and will to continue living.