my letter to you

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Hey B,

This is crazy, but you're all I can think about.

I'm sorry I couldn't commit.

I'm sorry for being so damn squirrelly.

For the record, I was never unsure about you...just confused about me.

Please know I wanted nothing more than for you to make a move.

I want nothing more than to get to know your beautiful soul.

I look for you everywhere.

I see you in everything.

I miss our little moments together.

I miss your smile, your eyes, your mind.

I know there are so many reasons we shouldn't be together, but I really don't care.

There's a lot at stake for both of us- I would risk everything on my end, but I don't know where you're at.

And so I respectfully leave this situation in your hands.

I hope you choose me too, but I understand if you don't.

There's a million fucking fish in the sea, but I'm convinced you're the only one for me.

Now i understand what's meant by chemistry.

Let's talk soon .

\-c