Best friends girlfriend being uncomfortably forward

This happened 25 years ago now at the time I was a 21(m). I had recently had a rough (short term) break up with my long time girlfriend…now wife. I was “adopted” by my best friend (23m) and his live in girlfriend (26f). We spent all free moment together. I worked with my best friend. And then we would play frisbee golf or go out. I was pretty sad after the breakup and my friend and his girl really helped settle me.

We hung out everyday for months. I would often stay at their apartment sleeping on the couch or they would sometimes stay at my townhouse—just because we would hang out to all hours playing games and talking…you know just being young and carefree.

About 4 months into this arrangement my friend was at work and I was at their place having slept on the couch when I heard his girlfriend yell out from their bathroom that she forget the laundry was in the dining room (washing machine was in a cubby off the kitchen in the apartment). She told me to close my eyes as she came out to get a towel and her clothes.

I obliged without peaking. As I heard her rummaging around in the laundry she said…”are you not even going to sneak a small peak.”

I replied that she asked me not to…and that the trust and friendship meant too much. She admired the chivalry and then told me it was fine that she was dressed. When I opened my eyes she was standing there still completely nude.

She was 5+ years older than me. Dark brown hair page boy early 2000s style cut. She was about 5’6” probably about 150 lbs. she was full figured round but it the best way possible. She had a full natural bush and it was on full display almost at eye level as I lay on the couch.

I hadn’t had sex in months and got immediately hard. But looked away not wanting to betray my friend. As I closed my eyes I heard her laugh and the next thing I now she was straddling my face on the couch. It was more than I could
Take and I immediately began to eat her pussy. Freshly showered and perfumed in was amazing. She grinded on me until she came and then she turned around leaving her pussy and ass in my face and started to unzip my pants. There was nothing more that I wanted than for her to blow me in that moment. But I told her no.

She grabbed my cock and stroked it until I told her no again and then she got off me (after I took an extra lick or two of her from behind). She got dressed and told me that my friend had been talking about a threesome and that she told him she would plant the seeds. We hugged goodbye as I left, feeling guilty and beyond horny. I went home and took care of business on my own.

When we were together, all of us, that night the girlfriend said she told my friend what happened and he fucked her better than she’s been fucked in years. My friend said he wasnt mad at me and that the way his girlfriend described it he’s just happy I didn’t feel like I was raped. Things were awkward that evening but we quickly fell back into our routine. About two weeks later my girlfriend and I got back together and so nothing more ever happened (we did as two couples once have sex in the same room but there was no swapping).

I sometimes still think back on her straddling my face and think it’s why I have developed such a passion for eating pussy.