I wish I wasn’t so emotional

Okay so like I know this doesn’t necessarily have anything to do with being a femboy, except maybe there’s something to be said about how feminine people handle emotions over masculine, but either way I just needed a place to vent for a moment.

My name is Hope and recently I’ve been having this issue where it feels like I’m just super dissociated from everything. It sucks so much and I haven’t been able to snap out of it. Like my whole world is just seemingly moving slower than it should I have very little presence in my brain.

I don’t have anyone I’m completely open with irl so it does feel like I lack an actual support mechanism too.

I’ve also lost some friends recently and so I’ve been dealing with this feeling of loneliness but I don’t want this post to come off as attention bait so I won’t go into it

Idk I’m sure it’ll get better but for now it just sucks and as much as I enjoy being feminine and being a femboy, I do wish sometimes I had the emotional resilience that guys usually have, but it wasn’t something I ever had even growing up.

Anyways this was just a little venting to ground myself, there’s no need for anyone to worry, I’ll be back to myself in no time I’m sure of it!!