Has anyone here experienced “mapahiya” when taking back their pen from doctors?

Sorry for the term, “mapahiya” pero kasi sa mga videos or posts sa ibang platform nakikita ko usually yung iba sating nurses hindi na binabawi yung ballpen nila sa mga doctors.
I even had a classmate before na pinahiram ng pen si doc tapos hindi na kinuha pero sinasabi na nakay doc yung favorite pen nya.

It made me wonder, natatakot o nahihiya ba sila kay doc? Magagalit ba if you asked them sa pen mo?
Yun lang, hehe.