Why

I wish distance wasn’t a factor in this equation. That out circumstances were different. I wish you’d speak to me more and that I was brave enough to actually say what goes on in my mind, when I think of you. I don’t blame you for getting bored and disappearing I just wish it didn’t make me feel like a burden. I wish I didn’t overthink every detail. I wish i didn’t feel so alone in this feeling. It is not your fault and I can’t blame you, but boy do I want to. in the end I am the one to blame, I am the one who got attached to the possibility, to the idea of a person living in literally in the extreme opposite side of the world.