How to deal with loneliness

Rant/Vent

Soo i live in a three sharing PG and well mera branch mere dono roommates se alag hain main mechanical se hun and wo dono cse ke hain so obviously there is that difference (tier 2 clg se hun) so idk why but idhar ke bacche have a superiority complex of being cse ke students. my pg is not the best tbh everyday kuch na kuch problem hota rehta hain kabhi paani ka kabhi light ka kabhi washing machine kaam nahi karega and u have to wait for days to get it repaired and khaana ka quality is consistently bad.. mera ghar is like 2-3 hrs away from clg but I stay in pg bcs peak hours ke chalte it takes a lot of time to reach home to it wudnt b possible for me to commute everyday back and forth.. these guys inn dono ka bonding bohot accha ho gaya hain in the last 7-8 months like they don't really share anything with me and dono hamesha saath saath ghumne jaate hain if I ask to be included they will allow that but khud se kabhi nahi bolte kuch their reason is that I decline their offer of going out with them which is true bcs do teen baar kya tha when I was busy and working bhi agar unke saath jau I am mostly alone, i usually keep myself buried in studies and mere branch ke friends so as to not feel that gap but still as I live with them for most of the time thoda bura lagta hain.. and I am ngl tired of them as I have told bfr ki paani ka issues rehta hain I have told them repeatedly to keep the buckets filled but they get irritated by that and think I am nagging like u can listen to me at once and do wht I say it's not like I m saying anything wrong uk whts wrong with ur pg so y r get angry at me... And I keep the room clean like main roz jhaadu picha krti hun I just can't stay in a dirty room mere se nahi hota i sometimes ask for their help so they'll be like baad mein kar lenge so I leave it but they don't have the decency to keep the room clean for like 2 hrs also meri ek roommate baahar ka chappal bathroom mein pehenke ussi ko room mein pehenti hain aisa lagta hai ki it's a public bathroom main fir bhi usko bohot samjhaya hain she's better now I ask them to switch off bathroom lights and shit if they're not using mind you jab wo padhai karte hain and if they need room light and I am asleep I have no issues but bathroom ka light off nahi karte and jab confront karti hun they're like bro paise diye hain who cares.. soo how do I deal with them I am so tired of my roommates 😔🫩

Posted May 24, 2026, 3:01 AM UTC

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