If I died today

If I died today, I would wake up tomorrow
And maybe for the first time, I wouldn’t cross the mirror on my way to the pantry to play math with calories.
I wouldn’t count the unkempt strands of hair
Or the clusters and patterns of disgraceful bumps on my face.
Maybe for the first time, I wouldn’t love people who hate me, or hate the only one who loved me, before I left her to die.

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