I think I am wasting time for nothing

Problem/Goal: I think I am wasting my time for nothing.

Context: I am a student na nasa bakasyon ngayon so wala akong ginagawa. There are boring days but most of the time I am enjoying my simple days naman since pahinga na rin and I get to do what I like. PERO. Feeling ko parang mali rin o napag iiwanan ako when yung mga kasabayan ko ay very productive/pro-active in different aspects. Hindi ako inggit, I know that to myself. And I am happy for them. Really. Pero yung feeling nandoon na sana may ginagawa rin akong kabuluhan if gets niyo.

Attempt: Since always on my phone, I am trying to enhance my lay out editing skills. But I think that alone is not enough. More on, I am trying something usinh my phone or honing a hobby I like.

(Still, for me parang I should do something that will benefit me more)

PS. Di ako inggit. It's just that parang realization siya na ay dapat may gawin din ako pero I am enjoying what I am doing my simple days now. More of dilemma, I guess?