Accepting diagnosis, how to find hope for happy living

After a year of trying absolutely everything to find out that it was something or that the drs were wrong I am accepting it. This is such a draining condition and my heart goes out to everyone who has to deal with this shit.

Things just happen, good or bad. I feel like screaming at my self in the past not to make to decisions that let to my uti history. Now I have to find a way to live. (and stop crying everyday)