Have a crush on my surgeon

First of all he’s handsome ; tall, dark hair , strong. Then he’s so sweet I feel so good and safe with him. Finally he’s a surgeon. The confidence, status, charisma…
So much sex appeal

also one time he saw me accidentally fully naked and he kept staring. 😮 im 23 and he might be 35-40 I think

It feels good thinking about him, But I know it’s impossible and that it’s also hormones playing it’s trick…

How do I get out of this ??