Tit for Tat

Can’t sleep. Pissed off. Curious about our laundry list

His (takes no blame)
Aug- checks out my friend
Sep- brown makeup on white collar
Nov- comforts me, helps me, wants my empathy for my mood swings
Dec-
January- verbally disrespected me / became distant
February- distant until I confine in male bestie
March- mean to me every week day. Only nice on weekends when he wants to party. Comes home late with someone else’s jacket, I suspect cheating
April-
May- spends time with a woman I’m jealous of and didn’t want him around (& other friends) on his day, but I’m hurt because I got stuck at work
June- invites me to his work happy hour, says a girl is there that I suspect he likes, he doesn’t introduce me as his gf to female colleagues
July- ditches me at his friend’s party. Mean & distant
August- distant

Me
Aug- throws a fit to him checking out my friend
Sep- doesn’t get mad at white collar
October- UTI/ suspects cheating - let’s it go
Nov- loses job, can’t sleep, becomes depressed, mad, says things she shouldn’t say
Dec- no issues I can remember
January- lied about re-starting Adderall rx, was upset he disrespected me, sang a song with hurtful lyrics. “Small X”
February- opened a Sugar Baby acct (deleted same day, never used)
February- lunch w/ male friend. After Went to his apartment where his gf was at too. I ignored FaceTime because my friend told me to
March- consistently apologetic due to Jan/ Feb
April- make out w/ lesbian friend (I’m straight) while drunk at party
May- change background on my cell phone from him to something else
June- I go see male bestie to confine in after hurt feelings
July- I suspected he cheated
August- I admitted to kissing another guy while drunk at a party