Fearlessly venting this right here in front of everyone

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This post is critical. You've been warned. Whatever your opinion is, whatever your mind is, you won't change mine. Matter of fact updates are off on this so go write some paragraphs for an audience that doesn't even have me in it.

First off I'm sick of closeted people hitting on me. I'm trying to get into a relationship, not be some random foreign "twink" you smash by meeting in the dark at 3AM every goddamn time and only meet in the dark at 3AM.

Second is for actual heck's sake: why are such an insane fraction of gay men in Romania either overcompensating *and slash or, or both, plus more than,* actual narcissists? These love bombing toddlers in adult bodies running away from real life and who *very literally fear* any kind of true commitment.

And lastly but absolutely not least, shoutout to that person who is only the most recent in a long list of those coming to me *pretending* like they want actual love but cannot even have a conversation or show up in real life, I just might unironically do an entire YouTube video just on that foul freaking animal behavior you like to call living a life but it's such a miserable fakeass life.

Go to therapy. Tell the actual truth. If the hiding affects only you then who gives a fuck but once your cowardice affects other people then quit even *interacting* and freaking go kick rocks.

See you all at pride minus the population that are hiding and *most specifically* the ones who feel entitled enough to waste an honest and truthful person's time. Make up all the excuses you can possibly want to make but a lie is a lie and a life full of lies is an even bigger lie.

The only benefit of having multiple boyfriends in the past is that half the time I already see coming when the guy is not for real. Too bad it didn't educate me enough for the other half.

Finally, an extra special shoutout to the guy who expected me to give him my entire life story and its details but runs away scared at simply the premise of a simple phone call. If your voice is that terrible, thanks for saving me.