AFF NERVES

Hello, I’m currently on AFF 3 with 4 jumps total and I’m jumping again tomorrow. For some odd reason I’m more nervous than ever and I honestly don’t know why. I’ve already done 3 jumps and I’m doing a repeat, but the nerves feel way stronger this time around.

Did anyone else get more nervous after the first few jumps instead of less nervous? I feel like now that I actually understand what’s happening, it’s hitting me harder mentally. Once I’m out the door I usually feel fine, but the lead up is getting to me.